This may be my last entry in this thing. Maybe i'll move on to a livejournal acount, but i dont think it will be soon. Its possible to be happy and yet at the same time have a splitting headache. Because thats exactly how I feel right now. Maybe its that dang loud rock n roll music im always listening to and playing....maybe?

We played a show tonight. Stephen was sick with the flu, Shaun was just getting over some sickness, as was Ryan. So really its amazing that tonight even happened. We were supposed to play with A Color Of A Casualty, Elenore, and The Last Broadcast. But it ended up just being us and the good ol' boys in Elenore. They rocked the house down as always. I always love watching them, they always blow me away. For being so young they sound so good, and theres so much potential its scary. Maybe someday we will be opening for them....maybe? We played pretty well I thought. I actually walked off the stage very happy with how we sounded. Which is pretty crazy considering 3 out of 5 members of the band were sick/getting over sickness. I hope we sound as good tomorrow night. That show should rock. Color of a Casualty hopefully will show, Elenore will bring the mosh, Goodwen will blow everyones minds, and then Staple will rock the house down, or atleast ur pants off. So wear 2 pairs of pants.....yah I'll stop here.

Exams next week . Im gonna die. I havnt really studied or prepared for any of them, which rocks. Chemistry will kill me, im so screwed on that one. The rest I think I can manage to pass, but passing wont please my parents, or future colleges, so hopefully i'll pull some A's and B's....cough. Yah right!

Well kids you just learned about my life, or I guess peices of my life. Wasn't it interesting? Yah.....pray for me, that I pass my exams and dont get sick. Pray for The Arson Portrait, who should be on a short tour next weekend. Pray for whatever you want, just pray. God loves hearing from us.

Goodnight, sweet dreams, God Bless

Chicago was amazing. If I could think of a more awesome word to describe it I would have used it, but if anyone can think of a better word leave it in a comment or something. Anywho..... tonight we have a show at the Big House Cafe. Everyone will be at as i lay dying show at gathering grounds, I would be there if i didnt have a show. Oh well, maybe we'll get some emo kids or middle schoolers to come. Dang it I didnt mean that Last night we got the chance to practice for the first time in forever, I loved it. We've been playing show to show without any practice, its been interesting. We rewrote an old song and started work on a new one. It had been so long since we had worked on a new one I had forgotten how frustrating it could get. But I love the song and cant wait to get it down, it rocks brent lakes hardcore socks. Afterwords we went to Wendys, because ryan had never been there before (haha). I almost lost control after this jerkoff guy took my older. Hes bald, like 50 years old, short, and probably angry with life cuz he works at wendys. Every time I go he always is the one who serves me, and he always has some kind of attitude. It presses that one button everyone has the just... makes them want to kill someone. Last night I made the mistake of saying "mcnuggets" when i asked for chicken nuggets, and the jerk wouldnt let me hear the end of it. would you like sauce with OUR  nuggets? how many of OUR nuggets do u want? OUR nuggets? that will be 2 dollars for OUR NUGGETS? I almost lost it, I was about to punchisize his face for free! Somehow I kept my cool, and the rest of the night went good. We rented evil dead 3: army of darkness, which is an outstanding movie. especially when ur slap happy. I fell asleep at the end, oops! Well im out, this is a weird post. I dont think it makes much since but oh well.

keep it metal

Overcast days r the worst. I'm sure Brent will scream emo at this post, even if he cares to read it, but oh well. Overcast days suck cuz you think its gonna rain, you start to hope its gonna rain, but it never delivers, the sky just tricks you.

Today at school our class did chapel, I think it went pretty well even with the lack of preperation. Tomorrow is the big day, its off to chicago for our school missions trip. I'm excited, I cant wait to see whats gonna happen. I wish I could write more but I think im gonna be late to work ( 5-11 ) tonight, im so tired as it is.. i can barely keep my eyes open. I'm gonna sleep the whole bus ride tomorrow, or atleast I hope I will.

Everyone please try to come next tuesday to the showbread show! For details go to www.thearsonportrait.com and check out the shows section. It's gonna be Brandon Geary's (our old bass player) official last show, so come and support us.

Sweet dreams to you all.